Dear Diary,
Sometimes, I’d just like to receive some news from karma. Something like “the bodies of people who hurt or hate me are passing by the river shore”. Of course, I don’t think it’s a noble thought. But maybe it’s just natural to have these feelings, and first of all, I shouldn’t judge myself—or these feelings. I might have been treated unfairly. Whether this is true or not, that’s one of my underlying feelings and I’d like to just accept it. What I can do is focus on my mindset: is it that of a victim—who feels impotent in front of threats he fears may overcome him—or is it a warrior’s mindset—who will fight regardless of whether justice prevails or not? Or maybe now it’s time to pursue a “wiser” mindset: that of a sage or a mystic. Who knows….
