Dear Diary, I’ll try to start my journaling journey again today, the 1st of May.I’m not sure what to say. A small chapter of my life—this long trip—is ending, and even though it was beautiful, there’s still a sense of failure looming over me. I haven’t been able to unblock myself in the way I… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, I want to begin documenting my experiences during my meditation and spiritual practices. Today, in meditation, I encountered something subtle yet difficult to describe in detail: on one hand, there’s the beauty and blessing of the path I’ve chosen, which should fill my heart with joy, enthusiasm, and motivation to continue. On the… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, I’ve been struggling with negative emotions these days, especially anger, restlessness, and general upset. The contrast with the spiritual work I’m undertaking is stark.This concerns me and somewhat disheartens me. I don’t mean to complain; I’m simply documenting my feelings and experiences. The emotions you’re grappling with, despite being at odds with your… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Today has indeed been a testing day, shadowed by heavy thoughts and heightened emotions. I often found myself dwelling on what I believe I haven’t accomplished rather than what I have. The lack of financial independence, the struggle to work enough hours to keep things afloat, the absence of a fulfilling relationship, and… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Here I am, navigating a situation that’s testing the very lessons I often preach. There’s a friend in my life who consistently knows how to push my buttons. I recognize the importance of forgiveness, yet I also believe in the power of setting boundaries. However, my attempts at establishing boundaries with him haven’t… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Today felt like a pivotal moment. My YouTube channel, which I’ve poured my heart into for almost a year, was the target of a particularly venomous comment. Given that my content revolves around a specific spiritual journey, the hateful words seemed to stem from religious fanaticism. I did my best to handle the… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, I have to admit, the journey isn’t always straightforward. Yesterday was one of those challenging days. According to the day’s exercise from ACIM, I was meant to continuously remind myself that I’m surrounded by God’s love. But, honestly, I just couldn’t feel it. Maybe the disappointment from my eye surgery appointment played a… [keep reading]