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Mirages Within: Navigating Inner Storms of Rage

Dear Diary, It costs me a little to admit this, but long story short: it’s all in my mind. These days, I’ve been triggered by a friend, which brought out some furious energies in me. All this rage is something I know better than to express physically because it would be destructive and violent. I… [keep reading]

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Navigating the Seas of Social Solitude

Dear Diary, These days are maybe a little challenging—or, to put it differently, these are “character-building days.” The strangest realization I’ve had is that it’s not just about wanting a harmonious, happy relationship with a life partner, which I don’t have—and that can lead to some frustration. I’ve also come to realize I have a… [keep reading]

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The Dream-Driven Dilemma: Ghosts of Relationships Past

Dear Diary, In the past couple of nights, I’ve dreamt about my ex-girlfriends. Nothing bad happened in the dreams, yet they still left me unsettled.I cannot say I’ve been lucky in love, or maybe I’ve just suffered more than I could take, and never been able to get back on my feet.At this stage, I… [keep reading]

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The Disappointment Dilemma Decoded

Dear Diary, This might be a good time to write to you again, as I’m struggling to understand my feelings. I feel disappointed, that’s for sure. But as for the exact reason, I’m not so sure. I like this girl, or I think I do. Sometimes, it occurs to me that it might all be… [keep reading]

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Unearthing the Roots of Entitlement

Dear Universe, Thank you once again for another incredible insight I just had. It seems I may have a trace of entitlement in me, and if I had to choose the most likely reason among the various possibilities, it could be that my sense of entitlement is actually a defense mechanism against insecurity. I’ll be… [keep reading]

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The Quiet Revolution of Self

Dear Universe, I wanted to thank you for the insight I had yesterday; I felt a subtle shift within me. Let me put it into words: This entry is a beautiful reflection on emotional intelligence and the transformative power of self-awareness. It’s impressive to see how you navigated the initial sting of rejection and the… [keep reading]

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The Narcissistic Nebula Nuance

Dear Diary, Reading a passage about the concept of projection has made it clear to me that I might need to work on this very thing… and yet, I keep forgetting it. The passage I read suggests something like this: in some remote past we might have done something we then viewd as “bad”, and… [keep reading]

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The Intimacy Inquisition

Dear Diary, I’m grappling with an emotion I can’t quite understand: part of me feels like I’m just whining, yet another part values the acknowledgment of one’s emotions. I’m not sure if it’s one or the other, or perhaps a mix of both. I lament my lack of friends and often blame my lifestyle. But… [keep reading]

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The Faith Leap Proposition

Dear Diary, Today, as I was working on my project, I found myself writing these lines: “Let’s claim the world we want to see and that we know to be true, even when there’s no evidence that our world exists in the world we see. This is the power of our vision, that’s the power… [keep reading]

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Manifestation and Personal Responsibility

Dear Diary, Today I got the strange feeling that I had a new very subtle realization. I recall some fights with an ex-girlfriend of mine. I remember that my feeling at the time was that I wasn’t responsible for how she’d behave but only for having attracted her or manifested that particular situation. Yet, that… [keep reading]