Dear Diary,
Today, as I was working on my project, I found myself writing these lines: “Let’s claim the world we want to see and that we know to be true, even when there’s no evidence that our world exists in the world we see. This is the power of our vision, that’s the power that has been given us: see things differently, before they actually change and align to another order of reality.” These words resonated deeply, particularly when I think of my current state of isolation and my yearning for companionship. Despite this longing, I often feel unable to take action.
I want to find acceptance, whole and complete. If there are lessons to be learned from my current situation (as my past reflections suggest), then I want to understand and embrace them. True acceptance means being at peace with where I am, even if this state continues indefinitely.
I’m aware of my desires, and I believe God knows them too. I’ll hand these feelings over to Him, seeking guidance when necessary. If there’s a greater purpose to my present situation, it’s beyond my current understanding. Maybe it requires a leap of faith on my part.
So here I am, willing to accept and eager to learn from whatever lessons lie ahead. In the ultimate reality, I know I’m not alone and never will be. Perhaps my journey is to ‘realize’ that truth deeply, to channel it, and to find a way to manifest this understanding in our world of illusions.
