Dear Diary, I haven’t written for a while again, but maybe these times have been very productive nonetheless. Anyway, I’m here again to share the precious insight from today’s work on myself. I realized that I’ve felt many times in my life that I had to compete for love. This appeared today as a clear… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Yesterday was an interesting day. First, my fight with a coworker I’m about to disengage with left me feeling bitter, angry, and hurt. My fears of isolation emerged. Yet, somewhere beyond these fears and related negative emotions, there must have been a lingering sense of peace—one that perhaps only became clearer today. This… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Somehow, the signs from the Universe today are guiding me toward these reflections: maybe at one point in my life, I dreamed of writing a book but simply didn’t have the courage. I also recall that during the time I was in a relationship (which, to be honest, wasn’t even peaceful), I felt… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Yesterday, I must have come face to face with some ancient issue. In interacting with a potential new coworker, I ended up feeling a little insecure, inadequate—almost like a failure.I can sense there’s always some insecurity in almost everyone when meeting a new colleague, as if they might threaten something. So, people tend… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, The clash between these two parts of me is evident. One—call it the ego, though I still believe it holds something worthy of honor—seems eager to prove itself, to feel secure in the knowledge that I can stand up for myself, set boundaries, speak my truth, and not let disrespect go unchecked.The other… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Well, I guess if yesterday was a day of resolution, today was a day of resistance. My journey toward authenticity stumbled upon its first conflict. A mix of emotions is arising.Do I fear that I’ve isolated myself even more? Will I be able to walk through my city (once I’m back) without the… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, I’m here to put into words a complex process that, it seems, has come to define my journey toward purpose, authenticity, and living without apology—or, in other words, living free from self-consciousness, moved from within, and connected to the moment. Living unfiltered, unmasked, in my natural rhythm. “To live—and help others live—with authenticity… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, I’ll try to start my journaling journey again today, the 1st of May.I’m not sure what to say. A small chapter of my life—this long trip—is ending, and even though it was beautiful, there’s still a sense of failure looming over me. I haven’t been able to unblock myself in the way I… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Just to record my thoughts: I feel like many things are going on these days—perhaps ancient emotions that need to be released, deeply rooted convictions that need to be questioned, and new directions that need to be found.In these turbulent moments, it’s hard to steer my wheel—it feels like I’m constantly in danger… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, These days, I’m once again confronted with the idea that there’s a part of me, rooted in my earliest childhood, that has not felt loved, that has not felt accepted.The theory behind this would suggest that it’s what has driven me into painful and unsuccessful relationships—that I unconsciously feel unworthy, or perhaps that… [keep reading]