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The Terror Beneath the Tears

Dear Diary, I haven’t been closer to my deepest wound before: I’ve found another underlying emotion behind the pain and the crying, and that emotion resembles terror. It is an acute fear, but fear of what exactly? Funny thing, when I felt it, it’s like I forgot to ask myself about it, as though it… [keep reading]

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Symphony of Survival: a Hero’s Song to be Sung

Dear Diary, Diving deep into my ancient wounds has left me feeling “puzzled,” for lack of a better word. It’s as if I hadn’t realized the extent of this old suffering and how it has conditioned me throughout my life. I’m sorry to say this, but I am feeling sorry for myself; it seems I… [keep reading]

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Reconnection and Self-Reflection

Dear Universe, Today I’m grateful because I somehow found the courage to reach out and “forgive” a friend with whom there had been a disagreement in the past, leading me to leave the group we were both part of. I’m not certain it was genuine forgiveness, or if I merely wanted to “send a message,”… [keep reading]