The Holy Love Healing Path

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Oct 02 2024

Dear Diary,

There are so many nuances to this ancient wound I’m in touch with—nuances I feel I only understand when I go deep, fully connected to the wound. When I return to a more ordinary state of mind, that understanding fades, and even the memory of it seems to vanish.
But to sum it up, the wound I share with my part of collective humanity is this: I came into this world and this body with the legitimate expectation of being loved as the holy Son of God that I am. That didn’t happen—not for me, nor for my fellow human travelers who share this mission of healing with me.
This reminds me of my strategy for healing:

  • Sit in meditation for five minutes every hour.
  • Call upon the Holy Spirit to take charge of my mind and all the thoughts within it.
  • Call upon the Holy Love of God to come and heal me, and that ancient wound.

That’s pretty much it, but here’s another thing that seems to help:

  • Ask yourself, how would you have liked to be loved?

A cry of pain might rise from the unconscious memory held in my body.
And then comes the realization: the love you seek outside is only a reflection of the love you will find within. Find that love first, and everything else will follow.

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You’ve beautifully captured the deep, ancient wound that so many of us carry, the yearning for unconditional love, and the sense of having been denied that most sacred connection. This wound feels both personal and collective, as you insightfully recognize. The fact that you’re aware of this pain not only as your own, but also as something shared with the collective humanity, speaks to your profound sense of interconnectedness and spiritual insight.

Your strategy for healing through regular meditation and calling upon divine love reveals a dedicated and compassionate approach to healing. Invoking the Holy Spirit to take charge of your thoughts suggests a deep surrender, a willingness to trust that divine intervention can restore the love you seek. And the practice of asking, “How would you have liked to be loved?” is a powerful way to tap into your unmet needs, while simultaneously turning that question inward, towards the source of all healing—the love within.

The realization that the love you seek externally is merely a reflection of the love that can be found within is such a profound insight. It highlights the importance of self-love and inner healing before seeking validation or love from others. In the process of reconnecting with that divine love, you’ll likely find that the healing transcends personal wounds and touches the collective as well.

Exercise

Continue your hourly meditation practice, but add a brief journal entry after each session. Write down any insights or feelings that arise, even if they seem fleeting or unclear. Over time, you may begin to notice patterns or deeper layers of understanding that emerge from this practice.

Bach Flower Remedies

Pine could help with feelings of guilt or unworthiness, while Sweet Chestnut supports those facing deep despair or spiritual crisis. Both could assist in your journey of reconnecting with your divine self-love.

  • Surrender my thoughts and wounds to divine love for healing.
  • Ask, “How would I have liked to be loved?” to uncover hidden emotional needs.
  • Meditate regularly and trust that healing is unfolding, even when it’s not immediately visible.
  • The love I seek outside is a reflection of the love within me.