Dear Diary, Well, I guess if yesterday was a day of resolution, today was a day of resistance. My journey toward authenticity stumbled upon its first conflict. A mix of emotions is arising.Do I fear that I’ve isolated myself even more? Will I be able to walk through my city (once I’m back) without the… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, These days, I’m once again confronted with the idea that there’s a part of me, rooted in my earliest childhood, that has not felt loved, that has not felt accepted.The theory behind this would suggest that it’s what has driven me into painful and unsuccessful relationships—that I unconsciously feel unworthy, or perhaps that… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, There are so many nuances to this ancient wound I’m in touch with—nuances I feel I only understand when I go deep, fully connected to the wound. When I return to a more ordinary state of mind, that understanding fades, and even the memory of it seems to vanish.But to sum it up,… [keep reading]