Bach Flower Remedy: Honeysuckle

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The May Day of the Heart and the Shadow of the Clock

Dear Diary, I’ll try to start my journaling journey again today, the 1st of May.I’m not sure what to say. A small chapter of my life—this long trip—is ending, and even though it was beautiful, there’s still a sense of failure looming over me. I haven’t been able to unblock myself in the way I… [keep reading]

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Exploring Microdosing: A Search for Healing and Transformation

Dear Diary, I’ve made the decision to explore the path of microdosing, and here’s why:I feel stuck on many levels. When it comes to work… well, I don’t feel like working. What I’m doing is studying and focusing on side projects, hoping they will eventually pay off. And while that’s possible, I’m filled with doubts…. [keep reading]

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The Dissociation Debate: a Soul Split Conundrum

Dear Diary, I feel like reflecting on this today…Once, as a very young man, I went through a deeply painful experience. It was a bad break-up, but that was just the trigger that caused a hidden trauma to resurface—or at least, this has been my understanding over the years.The strangest part was that at the… [keep reading]