Dear Diary, I haven’t written for a while again, but maybe these times have been very productive nonetheless. Anyway, I’m here again to share the precious insight from today’s work on myself. I realized that I’ve felt many times in my life that I had to compete for love. This appeared today as a clear… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Somehow, the signs from the Universe today are guiding me toward these reflections: maybe at one point in my life, I dreamed of writing a book but simply didn’t have the courage. I also recall that during the time I was in a relationship (which, to be honest, wasn’t even peaceful), I felt… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, Yesterday, I must have come face to face with some ancient issue. In interacting with a potential new coworker, I ended up feeling a little insecure, inadequate—almost like a failure.I can sense there’s always some insecurity in almost everyone when meeting a new colleague, as if they might threaten something. So, people tend… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, These days, I’m once again confronted with the idea that there’s a part of me, rooted in my earliest childhood, that has not felt loved, that has not felt accepted.The theory behind this would suggest that it’s what has driven me into painful and unsuccessful relationships—that I unconsciously feel unworthy, or perhaps that… [keep reading]
Dear Diary, I’ve made the decision to explore the path of microdosing, and here’s why:I feel stuck on many levels. When it comes to work… well, I don’t feel like working. What I’m doing is studying and focusing on side projects, hoping they will eventually pay off. And while that’s possible, I’m filled with doubts…. [keep reading]
Dear Diary, What am I feeling right now? This is very subtle, and it takes some courage to face. Do I feel like a failure when I see other people’s successes in connecting with each other at levels that seem to escape me? Or am I simply feeling lonely? I’d love to have that—whatever that… [keep reading]