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The Betrayal of Boundless Love

Dear Diary, It’s been a while since I last wrote an entry, even though I’ve had things to say. But what I sensed in my meditation today felt so significant that it prompted me to resume this journaling work with you. I sensed a profound, deep-seated feeling of “betrayal”—of being betrayed. Most of the time,… [keep reading]

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The Contempt Conundrum: Navigating the Theatre of Hypocrisy

Dear Diary, Today, during a brief meditation, I found myself feeling a strong contempt toward some people who seem very hypocritical to me. They present themselves as “masters” in various fields without having titles, talents, qualifications, or real expertise, in my opinion, and they make a living selling courses or counseling or whatever.You can tell… [keep reading]

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Unveiling the Path to Healing Unworthiness

Dear Diary, Yesterday, I went out with a beautiful girl who is a bit younger than me, but let’s not focus on that detail. I had a wonderful evening, and at the end, I walked her home but didn’t kiss her. I wanted to, but it just didn’t feel like the right time. This still… [keep reading]