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The Ephemeral Equilibrium Exploration

Dear Diary, Today has indeed been a testing day, shadowed by heavy thoughts and heightened emotions. I often found myself dwelling on what I believe I haven’t accomplished rather than what I have. The lack of financial independence, the struggle to work enough hours to keep things afloat, the absence of a fulfilling relationship, and… [keep reading]

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Confronting Envy and Redefining Success

Dear Diary, I guess I’m still struggling with the issue of envy. Not that this came unexpected, but it’s always a little upsetting when the feeling arises. A friend mentioned some guy who’s been successful in his endeavor. For personal reasons, I don’t like the guy. I think he’s “fake”, tells what people want to… [keep reading]

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Confronting Social Anxieties and Embracing Self-worth

Dear Diary, How am I truly feeling right now? Is this state of mind essential, or could I perhaps view things from a different perspective? Knowing that my ex is attending this gathering unsettles me a bit. I’m gripped by a mild paranoia, fearing that people might discuss me behind my back, joke at my… [keep reading]

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Navigating Financial Insecurities and Self-Doubt

Dear Diary, To be honest, I encountered a minor issue today: when I discussed the possibility of buying a couple of flats together with a friend, I felt overshadowed by his financial capacity. Since I’m not currently working, choosing instead to focus on studying and finding my path, I feel a bit insecure about my… [keep reading]