Dear Diary,
I recently encountered a thought which posits that our spirituality isn’t just a lofty realm concerning the higher aspects of our being. Rather, it’s the bedrock upon which all other facets of our lives stand. When I think of domains like work, money, love, relationships, family – aspects not always immediately linked with spirituality – it becomes clear that they all flourish based on the spiritual foundation we lay.
I’ve been deeply engaged in a demanding spiritual journey, often prioritizing it over the time many would allocate for work, recreation, or social endeavors. Though I believe my dedication is commendable, frequent bouts of self-doubt arise: I wrestle with concerns about finances, my educational progress stalls, my social life feels nonexistent, and romance seems like a distant dream.
Yet, if I am indeed cultivating a robust spiritual foundation, perhaps I’m not misallocating my time as some inner voices occasionally suggest. These voices, naturally, are influenced by the external world where many follow their routine lives. And while there’s no inherent fault in that, I recognize that I might not be someone who can tread well-trodden paths without question.